Xilo - Aesthetic

I'm fuckin' broken, you see me empty

Lessons from the bottle, in my head I'm feelin' dizzy

But you never fuckin' listen, gotta jump to your conclusions

I've been headin' in directions where I ended gettin' bruises

That's what the truth is, I take the blame

Always gettin' jaded, backin' 'round, they're all the same

Never wanna hear me, I've been beatin' from the start

I got money, I got bills, and I got a broken heart


Fuck the love, I'm needin' trust

A kiss can make me stronger but it's fixin' no one's heart

I don't need your closure, I just need a will to start

Numbing through prescriptions, isolation's where I part

So I'm back into the track, where my head is goin' mad

Gotta thirty, I'm up everything, a pill to make me sad

I seen it all before and now I'm reminiscin' back


Had to take a quick vacation just to let the feelings pass

I'm aesthetic and now I get it

Depression had me fucked up, gotta put it in collection

But no wonder why I miss a vivid past and not the present

Gotta count it on my wrist just to catch up, here's a present

God love me, or probably not

You never fuckin' see me in the past, those feelings gone